at the age of twelve i began injuring an order to cope with my dis-functional life.from the day i was born my life was anything but typical and i have all ways had to struggle.i have had to suffer years and years of every single type of abuse at the hands of family members.so after a long day at school and home alone i grabbed a sharp iteam to experience a numbing sensation.from that moment on i have not been able to stop the erg to do this self destructive behavior.after trying to gett away from my insane life i decided to move in with a distant aunt were i had to face more sexual abuse.at that point my habit had been the worse than ever before.my day would consist mostly of injuring or the thought of ,no matter where or when i had always desired it.now i am 18 almost 19 i still struggle with it epically considering my circumstances but i am proud to say i haven’t been.its been about three weeks sense and i am relieved but its diffucult cause every day seems like it brings about more issues.its like i learning how to feel again and epically things that i for sure dont want to feel.some times i wounder how i have made it this far from not injuring. if you have any comments or suggestions please comment