Tonight I really want to SI but before I do, I figured Id post first and see if anyone changes my mind just by chance.  My boyfriend and I have been dating a long time. Almost a year and I love him to death. Back in the summer, we found out that I was pregnant [we did not plan it] but we were both happy about it. About a month later, I miscarried. Recently, I have been thinking about our lost baby and its been hurting so badly. Tonight I got annoyed with him and took out my upsetness about the baby on him though he didnt know it and we ended up getting into a huge fight about the baby and both broke down crying because it hurts us both and we both wish the baby had worked out. It hurt me so badly tonight and I really feel like SI-ing. I dont know what to do. It hurts and I never knew it hurt him that bad. :/