I went to safe in the summer of 2005. It was an insane amount of hard work but it was well worth it. After the 30 day program I was in therapy 3x a week and in the outpatient once a week program. I luckily lived within 30 minutes of the center. Since September 2005 I have been safe! It has been hard but guess what, the impulses have gone away. They occasionally flare up but I listen to them and work through them with my therapist. I go to therapy once a month or so and am no longer on the cocktail of medications. Going to safe was the best decision I have ever made! You can do it too!