I feel so ashamed. I injured today. I had a huge fight with my boyfriend yesterday. He wanted me to do stuff i didn’t want to. He reminded me so much of…..him. If you know me, you know i was sexually abused. If you don’t know me, you do now. I have been battling with S.I. for two years now, depression longer. Well i gotta go,
Luv for everyone
Do not do something that you do not want to do. Those memories will stay with you and will make you feel even worse and want to SI more. Stick up for yourself and if you lose your bf over it, so be it. He isnt someone that you should be with if he is going to make you do things that he knows that you do not want to do. Take it from someone else who has been in that situation and has also been sexually abused. I gave in to what the guy who sexually abused me wanted me to do because I thought i loved him and did not want to lose him or fight anymore with him and that did nothing but make life miserable for me and I do not want anyone else to have to go through that. I hope life gets better for you and I hope that one day life wont make you want to SI.