I don’t know what to do anymore.  My mom has been in the hospital again and my dad has been at home with me not helping around the house.  I am getting extra stress put on me because I have to do everything around the house and go to a program I am in throughout the week, plus go to my therapist and go to DBT.  Because my mom is in the hospital it has brought back some unwanted feelings and now I am SIing again.  I am waiting for S.A.F.E. to open somewhere because I know I need to go.  I know I can’t get much worse, but I can get better with the help of S.A.F.E.