This feeling of numbness wont leave, its with me constantly. I don’t know what to do. I haven’t SIed in 3 days and its starting to get to me. Everywhere I go there is a trigger. I feel I can’t talk to my friends and I just feel so alone all I want to do is SI. I need to quit though I know that, its just so hard when you feel there is no one to be there for you.