I just started seeing a new therapist who deals with SI…I am afraid he will say he can’t help me if I am completely honest with how often I have SI’d since our last session…but I think he will help. I have tons of frends, but most of them have no clue that things ARE NOT OK because I know they won’t be able to handle the truth and may leave me or get weird on me and make things difficult…don’t need the added stress right now. I am barely making ends meet right now, so I am under intense pressure as it is.