On top of having an extremely difficult day at school and just a very dark day in general, I came to my Granny’s. I love coming here, but my aunt and her daughter just moved in with them and my cousin won’t leave me alone! I haven’t SIed in 3 and a half weeks and i’m so close to it!! I don’t want to break my streak but I don’t know what to do. She is extremely defiant (she’s eight) and if I don’t do exactly what she asks…like i’m her servant or something…i’m in trouble. It’s so messed up!!!! I’m on the verge of tears in frustration…I want to give in. It’s been like this for about two or three days but this is the worst it’s been, and i fear it will get worse as time goes on. Even tomorrow.