My earlier post about a “train wreck” in progress was indeed what i was feeling and seeing at the time. I had no help from providers, family, or friends. One thing I thought I would try is taking an inventory in my Journal of who was around me and how I felt about them. I realized there were a few “Toxic” people who continued to trigger me and continue to try to hurt me no matter what I did to change the situation. Those people unfortunately are really close to me. I had decided to just focus on my own things once more and confide in those who were knowledgeable, yet “safe” to me.

So far with good results this has been working.

I also wish to remind people that there is a group for Self Injurers on Yahoo

The link is:

There are many graduates from the SAFE Alternatives program there to share what
works for them, and also to talk to.