Urges.

Okay, so my boyfriend won’t talk to me, and I don’t know why and it’s hurting me.

I just recently got off being grounded for a month for self injuring… yeah; My parents grounded me for it.

I haven’t done anything to myself in a while.

I’m starting to have these really bad urges to again. I don’t want to do it, but I just feel like I NEED to get rid of these feelings inside me.

I honestly don’t want to start again, but I have a feeling one day everything’s just going to get bad, and I’m going to.

Ugh, I hate this.