So my mom is taking me and my little sister skating. My olkder sister has to work so she won’t be there (thankfully). My litttle cousin is coming too. But my family doesn’t get along too well. Just drama over my great grandma’s insurance money when she died. I just hope all that drama is over with ya know? I know my mom’s going to talk about my aunt behind her back and it’s going to drive me crazy. That’s one of the things that make me SI. Drama. I feel depressed already just thinking about the day ahead of me. I really just want to go SI. But I promised I would atleast make an attempt to stop. I’m also nervous that someone will notice my SI. I made sure to cover up but still. I’m just paranoid I guess. I’m doing my best to stay strong.