help me! i am sooooo going down hill…i’m 17, and i started injuring in more than one way recently.  It’s just like i’m out of control and can’t stop doing self destructive things.  My…job…requires me to give other people advice on how NOT to be self destructive, so i feel like a complete hippocrite, but its like the only time i feel normal and well is when i’m working, and also i know i’m good at it, i’ve been told so.  if anybody cares (im extremely cynical obviously) could u just, idk, like lead me in some positive direction? nobody seems to understand, except for the people i work with, and i can’t talk to them about the extent of my problems…i love my job too much to jeopardize it.  idk if this is even the right place to ask this kind of advice…