I went to SAFE from September to October 2009. I did well for a long time with no SI. Now I am having lots of trouble. It started because of a treatment agreement my treatment team made up. Now its anytime either one of my parents gets mad at me I SI. I stopped at one point so you think I would be able to now, but its just so addicting.
The worst thing you can do is give up. Just keep trying and it will get easier as the time goes by.
never ever ever EVER give up. there is always hope. once you give up, youre as good as gone