I am new here, and don’t really know what to do. But I am going to just write everything I feel right now, and see where it gets me. I feel so broken and empty, and like I can’t take anymore of anything. I do self injure myself, and I have an eating disorder, which is nothing I’m proud of, but I can’t stop. I don’t know how. It makes me feel better when I do it, Its just like become a part of me, which is scary. Every day people make fun of me, and tell me that they wished I were dead, and that I’m fat and ugly and gross, and it brings me down so much. I hate myself, but hearing them say that just brings me down even more. I have a therapist, and I see her weekly, and I am forced to go to guidance every day because someone told tem about what I’m going through so they always want to talk to me. I am scared of dying, but more afraid of living. It hurts too much and I’m always crying and upset, and hiding in my room and closet and I can’t take this anymore. I feel like I’ve done so much and nothing is working ever. Help?
Just want you to know that God does NOT make mistakes. You are His handi work, His creation. You are beautiful. In His eyes and in the eyes of us who love Him. I dont know you but I can love you thru Him. Just for tonight, let Him hold you in the palm of His hand and give you rest. X O
I feel like I’m a mistake, and I feel so pathetic and weak, it hurts. Thanks for being so nice and caring, it means a lot to me. You seem like an amazing person, and its great to be able to talk to you. Thanks. 😉