I feel so weak, and need some help. I feel like I’m dying, or maybe that I want to be, I can’t tell the difference anymore. I never want to leave my room anymore, and talking to people is something I have been avoiding so much, its miserable- I’m miserable, and I’m so sick of it. I am sick, emotionally sick, emotionally I feel horrible.  I just want someone to talk to, someone to vent to, and listen, and hold my hand. I hate feeling like this, but I don’t know what to do anymore, I have been SIing, and I hate doing it, but it does help me to release all thats inside of me. I don’t know what to do. Help?