in the past few months, ive been thinking about injuring myself. like seriously. i’ve done a little before. but they’ve been small. i love my life usually. but lately i think im seriously depressed. i can be having the best time of my life, and then one little thing can happen, and i almost want to just end my life then and there. i cant tell my family or friends, because i don’t think they’d understand. what am i supposed to do?