im 16. i have been a self mutilator since i was 13.. i dont really know how i ended up on this site. i guess im just looking to talk to people who understand me more. because right now, all my friends are dissapointed in me. and my parents cant even look at me cause all they see is the horrible girl that ive bcome.. 🙁 its so hard not to do it sometimes. i just feel like i have no control sometimes over anything