I haven’t been on here in quite a while…Don’t even know why I’m on here right now……
My friend gave me a challenge… It is to not SI for 31 days, and then another 31 days, and so-on-and-so-forth.
Well, I agreed to her challenge, but I don’t know why. I know I’m gonna slip. I just………I want to SI right now, and I most likely will a little later. :/ Oh, and if I do SI and I tell her, she is gonna hit me. >_<
I really have no clue why I’m posting this… Just idk……
<3 Katey
I don’t think her hitting you is the solution. That just causes more pain to you.
Maybe you need to revise your pact with her and think of something fun you will look forward to do with her after 31 days SI free. Maybe a mini vacation or put away a dollar a day of being SI free and buy a new shirt. Baby steps.
Stay strong. If you think you are going to SI later, avoid all the triggers. (I knows it’s easier said than done).