Last night was kinda of a ruff night with my parents and I, they gave me the promiss that I will be kicked out if I don’t change my ways. I’ve been hearing the threats since I was in 5th or 6th grade now that Im in 10th grade words have become real. That same night I called one of my friends because I really need to talk to someone, i was one the road to SI relapse. We talked on the phone for 2hours she gave me many words of wisdom and helped me through the night.
Im not that type of person to share my eomotions. This was the first time that I truly let things out she also helped me do that. The weird thing is that we have known eachother pretty much or whole lives and we’ve never had that bff relationship. Ever since last year we’ve been working on it because we should be the best of friends by now. (To make long story short) For somce reason while I was crying and washing the dishes she was the first person to come to mind. Im glad thatI made that call because I woke up this morning happy and relieved and with a smile on my face instead of mad and wanting to stay in bed.
I just wanted to share this because I think it does show some hope. I’ve always been that person that anyone could talk to, but I also needed that special someone to talk to and never could find one. Only to know that that person is someone that I’ve known all my life. Thank you some much M. 🙂