I’m 14 and I’m addicted to SI. It is hard to stop. I’ve been through so much. I used to think it helped now u know it was just a sweet dream, an escape from reality. My head was do haunted, dark, twisted it would give you nightmares. I’ve had my dreams of I get killed. I was so used to it too!!! I stopped crying myself to sleep though, which is good.
I stopped my longest for 37 weeks. I’m now going back to one month. It I’d hard but that’s my wish to Santa. I do need to stop. I’m getting help from some people here and I’m thankfull!!! But I wanted to share my short version of my story/addiction
Hey AmIalright,
I’m Melody. Your story sounds a lot like mine. Two years ago I started to S.I because of those same dreams and voices,and I too got used to it to the point where I started thinking the voices were right and I almost went over the edge.And S.I. for me, too, was an escape, a coping mechanism, and a dream. I’m glad you are getting help that is going to be the best way for you to recover and start sharing your story to help others. You just have to take it one step at a time. Your best days are ahead without S.I. I truely believe that and know it is true. If you ever need to talk my email is dashdollie10@yahoo.com
~Melody