i try to hide. my smile is all people see when i want someone to see me. my friends dont do the things i need. what is school today. what am i making of the SIers? my friend deals me tools!!! am i trully going insane. why cant i stop? you do i feel like a fake fish in a big sea. i’m like a fish thats pretty but ends up eating you!!! i need help. who can help me? i REFUSE to talk to a councler. a hotline or even your school councler. i ffel like a hyprocite i help my friends that injure but what do i do? i help other people stop. i cant help myself i’m a fake i’m in the darkness. i cant see from the dark. im still a Child of God but how do i stop? i’m going into temptation. i cant stop i know how to but i need some help. how can i get it though?