So… I just don’t know what to do. I haven’t SIed in five days.. I’m shocked by this. But… I’m so annoyed with my life. Every morning I wake up and wish I didn’t wake up… not that I want to die. I just don’t want to face reality. I want to live in my dreams. :/ Reality is so cruel… most of the time I wish I could just sleep through the pain in my life and just be awake for the happy parts.