So… I just don’t know what to do. I haven’t SIed in five days.. I’m shocked by this. But… I’m so annoyed with my life. Every morning I wake up and wish I didn’t wake up… not that I want to die. I just don’t want to face reality. I want to live in my dreams. :/ Reality is so cruel… most of the time I wish I could just sleep through the pain in my life and just be awake for the happy parts.
Many times i have wanted to do this to but we have to force ourselves to get out of bed and enjoy things! Theres gonna be a lot of junk in life but you have to keep going. Hang in there thingsll get better!! Good job for not si’ing though, keep it up:)