I thought i was doing pretty good.
Well i abused substances, then i was doing stuff i felt guilty about, then the next thing i knew i was self injuring.
I think it will be ok though. Next time i will know better.  Sucks that this happened when i was s.i. free for 1 month. Just waiting for it to get better now.
I dunno if this all is triggering. Hopefully if it is someone will make sure it doesn’t get posted.