So, I will keep this short and sweet. Well. Short and painful.  My best friend miscarried.

I’m not allowed to talk about it to anybody except my counselor and to tell the people who knew she was pregnant.

It doesn’t feel real.

I had a dream that she miscarried two nights in a row, before I even knew.

My heart is broken.

I think this might cause me to relapse again.

It threw me over the edge that I was holding onto for dear life.

Please help me.