My best friend ended his life last month on September thirtieth
i tried to be strong
i hadnt injured myself in 8 months
Then i met the boy of my dreams
it got complicated
i began injuring again.
then on December first my other good friend Marissa killed herself
I havent been right since dillon died so her leaving me made it harder
I injured again.
Tonight my boyfriend told me he was going to Juvey for possibly a year for something he didnt do
Were a longdistance couple so i doubt its the truth
He says he loves me but i probably wont hear from him again
It added to the pot.
I dont know what to do anymore
I cant stop crying
i feel like dying
i hate hurting myself
but it helps
i dont know what to do