I haven’t really been wanting to selfinjure, but life is just so overwhelming i have been wanting to crawl in a cave somewhere and just hide from it all. My most painful memories like to come back and pester me sometimes. It seems as if the memories hold me back and convince me it’s pointless to ever do anything. I want to escape from that. If that all makes any sense…

So many conflicts with people have gone unresolved… sometimes it seems like the closer the relationship, the more unresolved tensions there are that can never be fixed. I’m wondering how to make peace with the people i love the most.