Okay, so basically, everybody is leaving me. My friend is going to another school , my best friend already goes to a different school and i don’t see him much, my girl best friend hates me, my other friend hates me for some reason, and i feel so alone. Everybody is leaving me, and i hate being alone. Its so hard to deal with it. I SI. It wasn’t that bad. But getting more and more into my depression, the SI gets worse. Its so painful. My heart is heavy with sorrow. This is they type of pain that drives a person insane. I have a bad feeling about whats going to happen in the future.