Hello everyone, it has been a long time since I have posted and my life is a wreck. I have recently moved to St. Louis for a new job and left my world behind in Southeast Missouri. I ended a reltationship, got a new job, moved, and left therapy all in one month. Am I ever stressed. The urge to injure is greater today than it has been in a long time. I find myself literally dreaming about injuring when I can finally sleep. Not sure what to do with myself or where to turn, so I came back here. Where I always find comfort and realize that I am not alone. I guess what i realize now more than i did when I graduated from SAFE is that this is a life long battle. I thought I had conquered it all when I left SAFE 5 years ago but I was so wrong–it was just the beginning. I have been feeling so alone and just need to feel comforted.