i’m worried. i slipped today. i didn’t exactly plan it or anything, i just did it. i didn’t really think about it until afterwards that it’s where my mom might see it. if she found out, then i know she’d freak and send me inpatient.

I also did it during another activity, which wasn’t very safe.

feeling alone right now.

i took a 7 hour nap from 3 to 10pm! ahh! now im up at 1 am on the computer. gonna try to go back to sleep. i have school tomorrow.

thanks for reading.