I feel like I’m losing everything. I didn’t think I had much to lose, but I do. I stopped caring. I don’t believe in myself anymore. I hate myself for who I have became. I hate myself for hurting the only people that actually cared about me. I’m a mess. I’m the Titanic sinking to the bottom of the ocean. I’m drowning in my sorrow, self-pity, and self-hatred. I want it to stop. I don’t know what to do anymore.
“God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. The courage to change the things I can. And the wisdom to know the difference.”