5.30 a.m. I have not been to sleep
The sun is up and along with it comes the birds
It is strange to fall asleep whilst listening to their chirps
It is a new day although I haven’t slept I feel different, refreshed
Like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders
This is the start of a new life whether I want it to be or not

It’s quiet now the birds have left
The sky is a white shade of blue, the sun has not yet fully risen
With trees as far as the eye can see out my window
It’s hard to feel anything but peaceful
It almost feels like Christmas morning not because of the excitement
But because everything seems still
Like it’s the one day you feel alive
In a moment like this you realize nothing much else matters….

You’re alive