i am new to this program, and i am 10yrs old. im freakin out. even though i am only 10, i am told that i am very mature and tall. i also have alot of stress on my shoulders to deal with. i am getting help, but it feels like i want to hurt so much! i need some more help it feels like. im always crying and people are always trying to take away the sharp things in my life away. i started hurting a while ago, and nobody noticed until now, one year later. it feels so good to hurt myself, and is addicting. i want to stop, but i dont. HELP!
Honey I know it’s hard and I started when I was about your age.
And I never stopped.
My scars limit me from everything.
I can’t show them at all. I have to wear jackets all the time and I live in Florida. It’s not fun. If I could change things, I would.
The best thing to do is just try to find someone you can talk it over with.
I hope that helped :3
wow. i can feel the panic in your writting. calm down though it will be ok. just stop. take a breathe. now look at where you are. i get that its scary and it feels like you can’t control stuff right now. everyones stepping on your toes and getting in the way. it will be ok though. when the world starts rushing you probably went right along until you couldn’t take it anymore. then you went ot far. freaked and sied…am i close or completely off track? if im close then might i suggest you find something to do while you are continuing along. maybe stop and count. or listen to music. talk to someone you trust. i cant lie and tell you that life is going to get easier or that one day soon it will just make sense. it won’t. that’s just not how it is meant to be. however it does contain bits of goodness in it. goodness that makes you smile and feel good. goodness that is so pure you aren’t afraid to take the next step. the challenge is to find that goodness and hold on to it. if it is lost then taking the next step becomes hard and all you want to do is give up on your journey. i know you can find that next step. if you need to talk to someone or just want to vent you can email me at aelitamoon19@aol.com. careful your parents might not like it. i will understand. i am only 15 and i have heard many stories of the dangers of the internet.
good luck in finding the goodness. i know you will make it. best wishes forever
aelita 🙂