i dont know, it hurts so bad everyday. All i think about it, “how do i get out of going out today?” i dont want to go anywhere, want to give up, i just  i cant tell my mom becasue she is too worried about my aunt with cancer, i cant tell my dad cause he wouldnt understand. i dont want people looking at me, and makeing sure i dont get sharp objects near me cause they dont want me to s.i. myself. i’m so very sad.