As of now i am 15 and 8 months, There has been much pressure on me, I am a sophmore in high school and in a sexual assult case with the police department. So much has happened this past year, i lost all of my best friends and i’ve just been closing up more and more, and i keep hurting the people around me who care for me. I used to SI and now the urges to do it are coming back, i’ve injured a little, just to make the urge go away, but the harder that my life gets the more i want to injure more.

             Looking into the mirror i see a stranger, someone i don’t reconize. The girl in the mirror is someone i never wanted to become someone that, I HATE. The girl in the mirror is uncomfortable with her body, she cant stand the way she looks or how she acts, The girl in the mirror is on so many medications it covers up who she really is and who she wants to be.

             All i want right now, is for none of this to happen, to not be taken advantage of to be me again…