I read the blogs of all these girls that are going through so many terrible things in their lives and I feel like I don’t have the right to SI. I must be completely worthless trash. people have it so much worse than me and I still SI.  I havn’t done it in a while but I can feel it building up if that makes sense. I honestly don’t even know why I write on here I am not even worthy to be a part of this because I don’t have a good reason to do what I do. I don’t know.