i’ve gone almost a year since i SI last (28 days left).  i’m studying abroad in a country i’ve wanted to go to since i was a little girl.  i’ve met loads of interesting new people and doing what i’ve always wanted to do: travel.

so why am i getting so overwhelmed?

i keep thinking this will get easier and that the urges will go away – but they’ve been getting stronger lately.

shouldn’t this be getting easier?