Sometimes i wonder about the reasoning of me being here.

Sometimes i wonder why people stay around me,

Sure the smiles are fake along with the laughs,

But i just can’t seem to let it go, I lost my bestfriend in a case, and most of my friends went along with him,

Too much has happened and sometimes i wonder why it happened to me,

Sometimes i wonder if the reason my parents dont listen to me is because they dont want to deal with me,

Sometimes i wonder if the reason my dad doesnt come home from work three days a week is because He doesnt want to deal with me,.

Right now, Sometimes, and maybe are the only words i know.