Ever since i started hurting myself Ive always felt angry at my parents for not caring enough to notice what I was doing. Last year was when i first started injuring I didnt whant them to notice but i had fallen into uter despair I feel that Im alone in my own little word and I cant escape. All the stress from school makes it worse. I started to want help form my parent but they just wouldnt take the time to look hard enough to see through my facade of normal ness. I mean they even saw the injuries and I paniced and made up a really lousy excuse.  I thought that they would never beleive me but sadly they did. After the second time they accepted my excuse I gave up hope. Im still waiting for them to wake up, and im still lost alone in the dark. Left alone to deal with the impossible amount of stress bombarding me.