Ever since i started hurting myself Ive always felt angry at my parents for not caring enough to notice what I was doing. Last year was when i first started injuring I didnt whant them to notice but i had fallen into uter despair I feel that Im alone in my own little word and I cant escape. All the stress from school makes it worse. I started to want help form my parent but they just wouldnt take the time to look hard enough to see through my facade of normal ness. I mean they even saw the injuries and I paniced and made up a really lousy excuse. I thought that they would never beleive me but sadly they did. After the second time they accepted my excuse I gave up hope. Im still waiting for them to wake up, and im still lost alone in the dark. Left alone to deal with the impossible amount of stress bombarding me.
I know how you feel like theres no escape, like everywhere you go youll always be chained down to your own darkness. Like being stuck in the middle. I started SI this year, and i had the same problem. I wanted someone to notice. If your parent asks you again either dont answer cause that will either have them ask again, or say i dont want to talke about it, or its not important cause that will make them more curious.
Hey Lost in the Dark,
please dont let yourself be in so much pain, im thinking about telling my parents too about SI it hurts so much my family sees me but they dont see through my fake smiles… yet i know that they do care, im sure you are very loved
by talking about this here though, that is one step out of the dark 🙂