ok so yeah i posted somthing like 2 weeks ago but here goes to make this story short, here it goes. about 4 years ago my grandparents took me little by little. thenn my mom took me home i had so much hate. when i was with my grandparents my grandpa would massage me i dont know if it was sexuall or dont soo know im having flash backs and i dont know if its a dream or not. also when i was there i missed my family so much. i self ingured. then my mom took me back and i started SI even worse. then lately i have been haveing flashbacks and stuff. and it’s really hard. and i try to bring up the convo with my mom but she just pushes it aside. and constansly my grandpa and my grandma come over alll the time.. my mom wont get me a therpist. oh im 12 and yeah please help me or refur me too somthing.. thank you
Emily
Hi,
I went through something similar. I tried to confide in my mother, but I think it was hard for her to try to hear/understand something like that with someone that was part of our family. Try to find someone else – another adult – who you can confide in. You need support and you need someone to help you through the emotions that come from experiences like that. Sometimes school counselors are good people to talk to. At least they may be able to direct you to a person that can help.
The longer you wait, the worse the confusion and emotions can get. You are not alone and there are people to talk to who will listen and understand.
Feel free to email me anytime.
i forgot to put in my post or they blockedd it out that im drinking. heavily too much. thanks and im sure i will email u