i feel like my life is some kind of movie that i never got to read the script to before acting in it. i keep missing my lines and cues. all i want is stabillity in my life even if its a terrible life as long as its stable and reliable and will stop changing on me. there are too many changes going on too close together. i constantly see S.I. as the only way to catch a break.
I completely understand how you feel. Life changes so fast and sometimes all at once and it’s so hard to stop your head from spinning.