I just currently feel pathetic. All I want to do is sleep. I can’t concentrate on classes. I have a test in three hours and I’m so not ready. All I want is to SI. Sleep and SI. I’m constantly crying over my ex who has now called me an all around b word and I just feel pathetic for still caring what he thinks when he bailed on me and our life. I want a break from everything. I’m so tired of putting on this okay face for classes and work.
YOu aren’t pathetic. You aren’t a capital B. You’re a person. You can’t worry about what others think, say or do, because it’s not up to you to change them, and you can’t control what they do. You just have to keep your head high and know that you can keep going, and that you’re better and you deserve to be loved, not looked down on. Love yourself before you love others, that’s my one rule. If you’re not okay, don’t act okay…get help, talk to someone, and have someone be there for you. You can do this, we all can do this, and it’s just a matter of will. Which we learn to attain in time.
Peace to you, <3rescue