I just currently feel pathetic. All I want to do is sleep. I can’t concentrate on classes. I have a test in three hours and I’m so not ready. All I want is to SI. Sleep and SI. I’m constantly crying over my ex who has now called me an all around b word and I just feel pathetic for still caring what he thinks when he bailed on me and our life. I want a break from everything. I’m so tired of putting on this okay face for classes and work.