So yesterday i did it again.. I was feeling really bad about myself and my friend was really upset.  She will not text me back so i am scared.. I want to do it again but i am trying to get better. I have decided to try to stop!!! I WANT TO GET BETTER!! Hopefulle i can do it. But like i said a few days ago i might be going to Belmont MA to a residental place called McLean Hospital. My therapist and i and also my mom have to discuess it tomorrow and see what the best option is.