my dad killed himself when i was 13, leaving me, my mom, my older brother and my 6 month old baby brother. Now im 17 and i don’t know who i am at all. i guess you could say that i injure to forget.
to forget how my dad chose to leave me
to forget that i have spent most of my high school being a parent to my brother
to forget school and the stupid things that happen there
to forget the way people look at me and see nothing wrong when i really feel so much pain
i just dont know what to do with my life
all i want to do is forget and wake up and everything be okay
i hate hurting the people i love and no matter what i do i hurt them