I’m usually not a depressed person. On my off side I can get too upset. The littlest things set me off nowadays. Like I have no control of my anger or emotions. Especially today, I hate halloween.  It’s no fun unless you’re like under 12. Which I know for a fact I’m past that. All i did was mope around. When everyone asked me why I was upset I didn’t know how to answer. I don’t understand why I am so sad all the time though I have everything to be thankful though yet I’m not satisfied. It makes me feel stupid and selfish and not worth peoples time. No one seems to understand cause I don’t want to die I just do it cause I can when I’m upset even though I know I shouldn’t. If I think about it and talk to someone about it I end up even more upset than before. There’s no way out. To me it’s selfish, but I don’t know how to stop.