yesterday I injured. I was scared..really scared..Like never ever have I been that scared. I got angry. I was mad at him for making me hat upset. I was mad at myself for doing it. And i was mad at my friends for not understanding. I got on the bus in the rain. In a moment we were on the highway. I just took all my tools out and threw them out the window.
Today my dad called me a name, it was mean.
Again. I wanted to SI but I threw them all away.
My hand started shaking.
Then I talked to my friends Linds and Ryan..not my best friends but I love them to death. So anyhow..
They told me I was so good fordoing that..and told me they were proud..and I feel better right now..I’m not saying any promises that I’ll never want to. But I promise to try and not do it.