That’s it. I’m completely finished. I thought I was over feeling this way, but apparently I’m not. I had a boyfriend, but he cheated on me. So I went out Jacob for a few weeks, but guess what? Even though he was my best and most trusted guy friend, he cheated on me too. I couldn’t believe it. And then, my best friend, was the first person I talked to. We got to thinking and decided we would date each other and see what it was like. So then, I texted her earlier and she said she had a bad feeling…a gut feeling…about us going out- she loves me more than anything in the world, but it probably did feel kind of weird to date your best friend. I’m so confused…I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if I should EVER get into another realtionship. I’m seriously thinking about SIing again.  Should I, should I not….