That’s it. I’m completely finished. I thought I was over feeling this way, but apparently I’m not. I had a boyfriend, but he cheated on me. So I went out Jacob for a few weeks, but guess what? Even though he was my best and most trusted guy friend, he cheated on me too. I couldn’t believe it. And then, my best friend, was the first person I talked to. We got to thinking and decided we would date each other and see what it was like. So then, I texted her earlier and she said she had a bad feeling…a gut feeling…about us going out- she loves me more than anything in the world, but it probably did feel kind of weird to date your best friend. I’m so confused…I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if I should EVER get into another realtionship. I’m seriously thinking about SIing again. Should I, should I not….
Dont give up on relationships there is that old saying that there is someone ofr everyone and just because you feel bad now doesnt meant that there isnt someone searching for you too.. i have tried to go out with my best friend before because we are really close and even though it wouldnt have worked out that doesnt mean that i didnt stop trying to find someone who is perfect for me and you shouldnt give up on relationships because you are afraid it will never work out you will eventually find someone and feel really good with that person. If you want to talk about it more you can email me at jjmsgirl@gmail.com