i’ve cried myself to sleep nearly every day since school started over a month ago. I’m in a constant funk, and have no idea what i did to get there, or how to get out. everything makes me sad. ill get into a petty fight with my parents, or be hurt by a guy that i like and i’ll wind up hurting myself. looking back on it, i realize those reasons aren’t good reasons to do this to myself, but at the time, my mind is blank, and all i can think of is how much i hurt.