Last night I think I finally broke up with my boyfriend of three years, who I still believe is the love of my life. It’s been really hard and complicated and just become impossible for us to actually be together. We’re in different states and he had no intention of moving back here with me (to the apartment we both signed the lease for btw). So needless to say, this will be the worst day for me, and so hard for me not to injure. It’s all I want to do, I could barely sleep last night. And the worst of it all, is that I still want him here more than anything.