Why can my brother’s best friend be such a good guy, such a perfect fit for me. Why can’t my ex, I can’t believe he’s my ex, be like him. Being here for me when I’ve had such a bad day. My brother’s best friend has been a crush of mine for years and it would be so easy to be with him. But I feel like I will completely ruin our friendship if I ever told him. Plus I don’t know if I’ll ever stop loving my ex. I hate long distance. It so easy to injure when he’s not here with me. When no one is here with me. Why does love take so much out of me.