Somedays i just feel theres nothing to live for and when i think about what ive lost within the lasat 2 years i get this pain that is indescribable. So what do i do about it, i self injure. i know its really bad but its addicting and i feel i cant stop. my friends know i do it and theyve tried to help but nothing seems to work. i try pretending everythings ok when really nothing is….will i ever be the same??